" पर सच कहूं " ............... ( A story )
Tumhare mujhko khud se dur karne ke vo akhri
Pal aaj bhi yaad aa jaate hai , jab kaha tha tumne
' I am not feeling good with you yaar ' ...Ab mujhe tumse nahi hai pyaar . ....Na Jaane kab vo 1 saal 1 mahine aur 16 din baad tumko realise ho gya ki tumko pyaar nhi , hongi shayad tumhari apni koi mazburiyan nayi ....
Par Sach kahu ...vo tumhare shabd mujhe choobh rahe the bahut , vo pehle wali tum ko mai dhoond raha tha bahut .
Par sach kahu ...tumhari khushi to mene dekh hi li thi mene tumhare alag jaane mei ...Haan mene kaha tumse usdin milne ke liye .. Haan mene Zid bhi ki thi ....
Par sach kahu ....jo mai kar raha tha zid tumse milne ki ...tumhe milna to chahta tha par tumhe Rokna na chahta tha ...haan mai toot raha tha andar se bahut.
Par sach kahu ....Haan vo saare pal ek baar fir se jeena chahta tha mai , tumhe jee…
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" मैं ठहरा हूं वहीं " ( WAQT )
Mai Ruka hu vahin usi waqt mei
Chale Gaye tum jaha se
Mai usi waqt mei Thehra hu
Muskura kar Baat ki thi akhri Baar
Hue the akhri Baar Rubaroo
Mile the tum akhri baar jab
Uss pal mei hi jee raha hu Ab
Mai Ruka hu vahi unn kahaniyo mei
Tumhari unn pyar bhari nadaaniyo mei
Uss hasi mei tumhari , uss har ek khushi mei tumhari
Mai Ruka hu vahi usi waqt mei
Jab mujhko har waqt bulaya karte the tum
Apna har haal btaya karte the tum
Tum to Raabta na rakh paaye uss waqt se jyada
Par uss waqt ko har waqt jiya tha mene ,
Kehte hai sab ki waqt hamara bi aayega kabhi
Par uss waqt ko hi apna waqt maan liya tha mene .
Vo waqt ...mai thehra hu vahi usi waqt mei
Bhulkar uss waqt ko tum to aa agye ko kaafi aagey ab shayad
Par thehra hu vahi , usi waqt mei
Jo mujhe mera sa lagta tha
Jisme Baat tumhari hoti thi , jiski har s…
" मैं लिखता हूं तुझे "
Mai Likhta hu tujhe kuch ias tarah se
Har shabd ko likhkar Ro deta hu bas
Fir se unn yado mei khud ko kho deta hu bas
Ab dhundta hu tujhe apni shaayario mei mai
Kuch der yu fir se kuch jee leta hu mai
Teri kahaanio mei hi bas ab tujhse mil leta hu mai
Hai kehne ko itna kuch tere baare mei
Har Roz meri dairy mei ek hissa ban jata hai
Khayal se khayal judte hai , anshu girte hai
Aur teri mohabbat ka ek naya kissa ban jata hai
Jab saath the tum tab meri shayariyan auro se anzaan thi
Bas tujh tak jaati thi , tere ishq ki pehchan thi ..
Mai likhta hu tujhe ab kuch iss tarah se
Tujhko mai paa leta hu kuch der
Khud ko yu azmaa leta hu kuch der
Ishq fir tumse nibha leta hu kuch der
Mai likhta hu tujhe kuch isa tarah se .....
" पूछे कोई तुमसे "
puche koi tumse mere Baare mei , Keh dena koi khaas nahi tha ...
Ek shaqs Mila tha yuhi ,
Jo ek galti kar baitha tha
Jo haq mene na diya tha usko ,
Bas vahi kar baitha tha ....
Vese to kehta tha dost mujhe ,
Par mujhse ishq kar baitha tha
Keh dena ki vo tariffe mei yuhi bewajah hi karta tha
Dukh mei mujhe hasane ki koshi hazaar karta tha ...
Kehne par bas mere yu daud ka aajata tha
Bahane saath bitaane ke yuhi talaash karta tha
Na jaane kya samajh baitha tha
Naa jaane kya jaan baitha tha
Sapno ko bhi mere apna maan baitha tha .
Nasamajh tha shayad , ya sochkar sab karta tha
Bhulkar khud ko bas parwaah meri karta tha
Kabil nahi tha kabhi mere ,
Na usme hunar koi khaas tha .
Bas Bewakoofiyaan si karta tha
Bewajah hi mere liye , ankho mei anshu bharta th…
" मैं खुश हूं " - 2
Jab kuch naye Sapne Saza liye tumne
To tumse judey apne har ek sapne ko mujhe Raundana pada , kuchalna pada
Jo tumse judi har yaad ko , tumse judi har Baat ko
Tumhare sath hone ke har ek ehsaas ko , jo mai sahejana chahta tha apne pass
Jo unn haatho tumhare bas thamke rakhha chahata tha mai
Par haath chudakar yu , aur unn ehsaaso se juda hokar , Azad mehsoos kiya ho tumne ...
To tumhari Nayi azadi ke liye
Mai khush hu
Mai khush hu teri har ek khushi se
Aur jo mashroof hue iss kadar tum Naye jahaan mei apne
Ke tujhme hi mashroof rehne wala , teri hi parwaah karne wala ,
Fir nazar tak nahi aaya tumhe .....
Aur Saath vo bhulakar jo aagey badh gaye tum
Ek naye safar mei , nayi ummido ke sath ...
To tumhari unn nayi ummido ke liye
Mai khush hu ,
Mai khush hu teri har ek khushi se .
" मैं खुश हूं "
Yu nazar fer jaane se
Yu berukhi dikhane se
Agar milti ho tumhe khushi jara si bhi
To mai khush hu
Mai khush hu teri har ek khushi se
Ja Raaho par dekhkar kar diya nazar andaz tumne ....
To fark nhi padta ki kya mehsoos mere iss dil ne uss waqt kiya ......jo shayad dhadakna hi bhul gya Bas us ek pal ke liye. ...
Par mila ho thoda sa bi sukoon esa karne mei tumhe ...
Tere uss sukoon ke liye ,
Mai khush hu ,
Mai khush hu teri har ek khushi se ....
" मैं मंजिल तो था ही नही "
Mai Manzil to tha hi nahi teri
Bas shayad safar ka ek sath tha
Mai Zindagi to tha hi nahi teri
Bas shyad uska ek chota sa khayal tha
Mere liye to har pal sath hona tera
Ek zunoon ka kaam tha
Mujhe kya Pta tha mai teri zaroorat mei ,
ek chota sa mukaam tha
Maan kiya mai khud ko kitna bi tadpa lun
Iss dard ki aag mei khud ko kitna bhi jalaa lun
Mai Rou lu Raat bhar chaahe teri yaad mei
Mera zikra tak na aayega ek baar teri Baat mei
" एक खत तेरे नाम " - ( A one Sided Breakup)
Aaj tumse kuch kehne ko jew chahta hai ,
Yaa yu kahu ki aaj vo sabkuch kehne ko jee chahta hai jo shayad zindagi ab dobara kabi mauka hi na de dobara .
Pta hai kittu aaj fir se vo pyaar bhare naamo se tumhe Bulaane ka mann kar Raha hai ,
Par shayad ab mai tumhe naam lekar hi bulaaun to sahi hoga. ...Ha kyunki tumhare naam se pehle vo pyaar bhare prefix mai laga diya karta tha ab shayad haq nahi hai mujhe ..
Khair ab to kaafi waqt beet gaya hai dur gaye hue tumhe , vese mene to ek ek din ko jiya hai yaad mei tumhari , Aur har ek din ko gina hai , to sahi se batata hu , ha tumhe gaye hue aaj pure 7 mahine aur 5 din ho gaye hai , par mujhe kal hi ki Baat lagti hai , jab tum mujhe vo aakhri baar mili thi ...vo Chehre pe tumhare Na jaane kesi jaldbazi si thi bas dur jaane ki , Mai kuch jyada puch bhi na paya tumse usdin .....Haan…
' KYA TUM VAHI HO '
Kya tum Vahi ho , jo mere Baat ne karne pe
Rooth jaya karte the
Kya vahi ho jo mere Preshan hone par
Mujhe Bharosa dilaya karte the
Jo har Roz Chodkar na jaane ke
Mujhse Vaade karaya karte the .....
Kehne se pehle hi Mere vo Pyaar bhare shad sunaya karte the ....
Hota koi bhi kaam bas mujhko bulaya karte the
Jo har kahani har kissa pehle mujhko btaya karte the. .,
Kyaa tum vahi ho ....?
Mana mai ek ajnabi hu tumhare liye ab
Par yu iss tarah mukar jana tumhara
Har Roz ek jakhm ki tarah chubhta hai mujhe ...
Jo Raaste hua karte the tumhare aur mere kabhi
Yu unn Raasto par se tumhara kisi aur ke saath Gujarana...
Har Roz rulaata hai mujhe....Har pal Tadpata hai mujhe ....
Puchta hu fir se kya tum vahi ho. .....
Jo kehte the mai nahi Reh Sakti tumhare Bina
Jo har pal bas mujhko kehti thi
Ab koi na hoga tumhare siwa ....
Ky…
' Chal Raha hu mai '
Chal Raha hu mai , bas ab tera sath nhi hai
Kya kahun inn Rasto mei ab vo baat nhi hai
Vo yuhi karletaa hu mai ab khud ko khushnuma
Iss khushi mei vo teri hasi ki baat nhi hai
Yuhi fisal Rahi ha zindagi ki dor ab jese hatho se
Tham lu mai uss dor ko ab ye vishwas nhi hai
Chal Raha hu bas ab tera sath nahi hai ....
Baatein kai hai dil mei ,
Kai Jazbaat Baaki hai tere liye
Par tujh tak pahuch paaye
Ab vo ehsaas nhi hai
Chal Raha hu mai , bas ab tera sath nhi hai .....
' Hota hai Agla Janam to '
Hota hai agar agla janam to
Chahta hu fir se milo tum ..
Fir se ho vo pehli mulaqaat
Fir se ho vo pehli Baat. ...
Chahat fir se jagey vo dil mei
Tum ko apna banane ki , tumko paane ki
Mehsoos fir ae kar saku mai
Khushboo vo tumhari
Fir fir se khush ho saku mai
Vo har khushi mei tumhari
Koshi fir se karu mai
Tumko apna banane ki
Shayad Meri kismat Roothi na ho uss janam mei
Chahta hu fir se milo tum ,
Mujhko agle janam mei ....
Ae Nind ab jaga de mujhe
Kehde ki ye ek sapna hai
Rooth jana unka ye sach nhi
Sach nahi vo unka yu ajnabi ho jana
Iss kadar vo mujhko har waqt maante the
Bhid mei bhi mujhko vo pehchante the
Kal hi ki to Baat hai
Vo kehte the tu apna hai
Ae nind ab jaga de mujhe
Kehde ki ye Sapna hai
' YE KYA KAR BAITHE HO TUM '
Jo dar mujhe satata tha , tumse dur hone ka ...
Vo darr ko sach ka baithe ho tum
Ye kya kar baithe ho tum
Jo kabhi kabhi gam hota tha ,
Tumse Baat na ho paane ka
Ab uss gam ko meri Zindagi ka hissa kar baithe ho tum ..
Ye Kya kar baithe ho tum
Kese kahu mere liye kya the tum ,
Milna tumse hota tha to lagta tha din savar gaya
Chalta tha sath to lagta tha khatm na ho raasta ,
Par naye raaston ko ab apna ghar baithe ho tum
Ye kya kar baithe ho tum
Ye kya kar baithe ho tum
" Jikra to unka aaj bhi hai
Bas batate nahi hai
Fikra to unki aaj bhi hai
Baa jatate nahi hai "
LONG TIME ..... (a moment of seperation)
Its been long time since i last saw you , last i saw you , last i saw that smile which almost everyday used to bring an enormous amount of joy and happiness in my life ...I had never thought that on that day you were meeting me for last time .
Last time we met we shared so much of joy and laugh together , infact i remember the date exact , yes it was 17 Nov 2018 ...... Everything changed since then , If i knew that would be seeing that smile for the last time , i would have done something different or perhaps tried to talk more to you on that day or would have taken atleast one or two pictures of that moment .
But i guess this is what we call life . We never know whats going to happen next day or even the next moment ....Some people meets us and becomes our priority for the rest of our life and some people who left are just unforgetta…
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