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Posted On: 09-04-2019
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Seventeen

Six months later
'You promised, Sarpanch ji,’ I said, using a hand fan to cool
myself. I had come to his house a third time. Sarpanch Gopi, the man
in charge of Aamva village, had assured me that every child in his
village would come to school.
His wife brought us two glasses of lukewarm sattu, a roasted
powder of pulses and lentils mixed in water. I wished it was a little
cooler and less sweet, but drank it anyway.
The sixty-year-old sarpanch wore a greyish-white turban, matching
his clothes.
‘I thought they joined school. We sent eight children,’ he said.
‘They stopped coming after a week,’
‘So what can I do, Rajkumar sahib? I tried.’
‘You have to tell them to commit to it. School isn’t like visiting the
village fair. It takes years to get educated.’
‘And what do they do with it?’
‘Excuse me? It’s almost free.Where is the problem?’
Gopi paused to look at me. He took out a beedi from his pajama
pocket and lit it.
‘Time. Their parents would rather the children help in the fields.’
‘And what will they do when they grow up?'
‘They will grow up only if they have food. They need to work in
the fields for that.’
I fell silent. You can’t win over villagers with an argument. You
have to listen to what they have to say.
The sarpanch took a deep puff from his beedi.
‘You studied in a big city?’ he said.
‘Yes. Why?’
‘Big-city types never get it.Without knowing us they have all theanswers for us.’
‘I am from here. You know that, Sarpanch ji.’
‘I know, Rajkumar ji. But what do these poor farmer’s kids do
with the A-B--C and 1 -2-3 you teach them?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘A farmer sends his small child to school. Sounds great. But what
does the school give him?’
‘Education. What is he without education?’
‘What will he do if, say, you make him an eighth-class-pass from
Dumraon? Will he get a better job? More money? Nothing. It’s a
useless qualification. Here, he at least helps at home.’
‘What is his future?’ I said, confused about how to convince
someone about something as basic as schooling.
‘He has no future. Like his father, he will also work in the fields
and try to survive. Schools are for rich people.’
I hung my head.
‘Don’t make the poor dream of having a future, Rajkumar ji.The
schools you have don’t help us get ahead in life. So we don’t send our
kids there. It’s as simple as that. We are not village idiots who don’t
know better.’
I nodded. On the one hand I had to increase enrolments and, on
the other hand, I couldn’t fault his logic.
‘Anything I can do to help you?’ I asked as I stood up to leave. His
own little grandkid lurked behind him, watching me with curiosity.
‘Help us get water. Kids in the village walk two kilometres for it
every day. If that ends, we will send them to school.’
*
Every politician’s office always has people waiting outside. On a
per-capita basis, netas meet more people than anyone in any other
profession on earth. MLA Ojha’s home-cum-office was packed.
Groups of villagers sat outside on the veranda, each with a set ofcomplaints or demands. Pankaj, the MLA’s secretary, offered to push
me ahead in the queue. I declined. I had little interest in my
entitlements as a fake prince.
The villagers waited silently. There is something about people with
no hope for a better future in life. You can identify them from their
expression. Most of all, it is in their eyes, which don’t sparkle
anymore. They aren’t sad eyes. They are resigned eyes. The villagers
had accepted that life would be what happened to them, not what they
made of it. After all, this was rural Bihar. You can’t decide one day to
work hard and make it big in life. Nobody will let you. You have
ramshackle schools that teach you how to read and write, but not help
you make it in life. Even if you did educate yourself, you would find
no jobs. What is the point of dreaming big? It is better to sit, wait and
retire from life.
‘What have you come here for?’ I asked one of the village elders.
‘Power. We get it one hour a day in our village, Bastipur. Not
enough to pump water. We want to ask for two more hours.’
That’s it. The man wanted three hours of power in twenty-four
hours. And even for that he had to wait to meet his leaders with folded
hands. There must be millions of Indians like this, I thought. A lot
more than those who attend sushi parties on Aurangzeb Road, for
instance.
I waved a bunch of flies away. Pankaj came up to me.
‘Come, Ojha sir doesn’t like it that you’re waiting outside,’ Pankaj
said.
‘I’m fine, really,’ I said.
Ojha came out of his office. ‘You’re sitting on the floor?’ he said,
surprised.
‘Like everyone else,’ I said.
He looked around.‘Enough now, just come in, Madhavji,’he said.
We sat in the MLA’s living room. His wife brought me orange juice.
‘You should have just walked in,’ he said.
‘I didn’t want the villagers to think you give me preferentialtreatment,’ I said.
‘Now the villagers will say that I made the prince of Dumraon sit
on the floor. Trust me, they care more about class than fairness.
Anyway, what brings you here?’
‘I need help for my school. And some hand pumps for the nearby
villages.’
‘Your school I can understand,’ Ojha said as he raised his
eyebrows just a little, ‘but hand pumps for villages?’
‘Yes. In Aamva.’
‘You’re turning into a social worker? Or entering politics?’
‘None of those. The kids are not allowed to go to school. They
have to walk two kilometres to fill water. More hand pumps in
villages, more enrolment in my school.’
‘Ah,’ the MLA said as he finished his giass of orange juice.‘Thank
God.’
He burst into laughter. I sat there, puzzled, ‘If you join politics, my
job is in danger,’ he guffawed.
‘Don’t worry, I will not. Also, my school needs help.’
'I know. Your mother told me. It needs repairs worth lakhs.
Unfortunately, it is not a government-run school.’
‘But it is the only option for our kids.’
‘You want something to eat? My wife made pakoras.’
I shook my head.
‘If you could help with the school,’ I said, as he interrupted me.
'Rajkumar ji,..’
‘Madhav. Please call me Madhav.'
'Okay. Madhav ji. See, my MLA funds are limited. I have to repair
roads, fix power and install hand pumps. In fact, I have already run
out.'
‘How about the state education ministry?’
Ojha laughed. His laugh gave away the answer, ‘It’s Bihar. You
should know,’ he said.
‘So you can’t do anything?’‘You want a personal donation from me? I am a humble
government servant,’ he said.
‘No, that is not what I came for. I felt the local government should
support the only proper school in the area, Parents of these kids vote
for you.’
'They do. However, they also have other, more important issues
they want me to focus on.’
I stood up to leave,
‘You sure you don't want to try the pakoras?'
*
An angry Rani Sahiba is not a pretty sight. I sat at the dining table,
eating pulao and raita for dinner.
‘Sit,’ I said.
'Stand up,’ she said, her voice calm; too calm, in fact.
I flicked the rice from my fingers and stood up.
'What happened?’ I said.
'I'm allowing you to help out in the school. It doesn’t mean you tin
whatever you want.’
'What did I do?’ I said.
'You went to meet that arrogant MLA without telling me?’
‘I thought he might help. We can't run the school without toilets
forever.’
'Him? He wants the royal family to look bad.’
’Why?’
‘How else will he look good?’
I kept quiet.
'Sit,’ my mother said.
We both sat down, facing each other at the dining table. The huge
dining-cum-living room was eerily silent as she spooned some rice on
to her plate.
‘What did he say, anyway?’ she said.
‘He said he had no money left from his fund.’
‘Because he ate it all up,’ my mother said. 'Sometimes I wish I hadnot declined the ticket.’
‘What ticket?’
‘His party had asked me to contest last time. Why do you think
Ojha is so insecure about our family?’
‘Contest elections? You didn't tell me.’
‘Well,’ my mother said,‘I wasn’t interested. And did you have time
in Delhi to listen to your mother?’
‘I was studying, Ma,’
‘Or playing basketball’
The mention of basketball, without any warning, made me go
blank.
‘But you never really listened to me even when you called. Wonder
what kept you so distracted there, No girl and all, no?’
I kept quiet.
‘Was there?’ she said and laughed. 'Can’t imagine you having a
girlfriend.’
‘Pass me the raita,’ I said.
‘Say, no, if there was someone.’
I shook my head.
‘What?’
‘Nobody.’
‘You sure? Why have you become all quiet?’ my mother said.
‘I miss the game. You mentioned basketball. I haven’t played in a
long time.’
‘So go play. Go to Raj High School, people still play there.’
I nodded.
‘In fact,’ my mother said,‘you could even...’
She turned silent mid-sentence.
‘Even what?’
‘Nothing.’
‘Say it.’
‘Was going to say you could even teach the kids at school. But... ’
‘We don’t have a court. Or the money for it,’ I said, my voiceirritated.
‘So I didn’t mention it. Anyway, you go play. It’ll clear your head.’
‘My head is fine.’
‘See how you talk to your mother? If your head was fine, you
wouldn’t have gone to the MLA.’
‘I just wanted to help.’
‘Enough. Eat your food.’
My mother still treated me as if I was ten years old. The funny
thing was, I let her.

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